a sister, with a gold heart

last night, after we (i mean my family) prayed together, i saw my sister, the younger one, she was still praying and i was just curious

D : "nanda doain siapa sih?"

N : "mau tau aja"

D : "doain kak yaya deh pasti"

N : "iya sama semuanya"

D : "temen-temen Nanda juga?"

N : "engga"

D : "jadi siapa aja?"

N : "Mama, Papa, Nanda, Kak Yaya, Kak Puput, sama pak lek siomay"

D : "kenapa doain pak lek siomay?"

N : "kasian kak, dia sering jualan di deket Mesjid di atas, terus jualannya pake sepeda, terus matanya buta sebelah"

and i was just speechless

she's her. 10 years old girl.

si gendut yang bisa memberikan kakaknya yang hampir lulus SMA ini pelajaran tentang berbagi, dan untuk tidak hanya memikirkan diri kita sendiri.

bunglon

hey, percaya tidak ada manusia yang menyerupai bunglon? tidak percaya? aku punya contohnya.

jadi namanya...... sebut saja dia Bunga.

tunggu, maksudnya disini bukan fisiknya mirip bunglon, sedih banget manusia berbadan bunglon, tapi kepribadiannya.

Bunga, dia orang yang baik, sebenarnya. ramah, sebenarnya. menyenangkan, sebenarnya kalau kau mengenalnya, tapi jika kau hanya melihatnya, dia individu yang sombong, angkuh, ah begitulah.

masalahnya bukan apa, aku hanya heran. kalau dia baik mengapa tidak dia bertingkah dia 100% baik, maksudnya, ya menegur tidak susah kan? ah begitulah.

dan ini membuatku gila, karena..................................... sudahlah lupakan.

selamat malam.

Grenade

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

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i do i do i do fall in love with this song

#februarywish

menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik, melewati sepanjang hari dengan senyuman, dan........... (maaf, yang ini tidak bisa disebutkan)

how she's trying to hate you, but she cant.

i've told ya. yang anda lakukan bisa melukai seseorang, dan lihat? betapa dia dengan bodohnya berharap terlalu banyak dan menangis pada akhirnya.

that's why they called them 'boys'

ah, karena ini saya paling risih membahasnya. the happy ending part just gonna come once. in the end of your life. believe it or not lah.

dia lelah merasa tidak baik dan anda diam, entah memang bodoh atau berpura-pura bodoh.

for me, this stuffs are too fake. soo much sugar, make it sweet un-naturaly.

ah, listen i've one message to you, every boys out there

do not ever playing on girl's feeling. do not ever.

i'm out.